"Private Funeral"

I've been kneeling in the rain for hours
Talking to you among the dead flowers
I'm wiping the mud off your marble stone
As your distant voice chills me to the bone

This world's gotten smaller and closing in
The loneliness baby, crawling under my skin
Where do I go after leaving you here
Bleeding another drop and shedding one more tear

I can't find it in me to get up and leave
The rest I do without you I just don't believe,
I don't have it in me to go on any more
It just can't be the same as it was before

The only thing I loved is lying at my knees
As I cry in anger through a chilly breeze
I can't find any reasons to walk away
Baby I've tried, I've just got to stay

Rains are falling harder as I grab my knife
The wind is blowing harder as I end my life
Baby can you hear me, we will soon be one
The bleeding here without you is almost done